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Name: Manda*
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Uniontown
Gender: Female
Interests: I love.....GOD - He's #1....Starbucks coffee....listening to music (all types)...making other people smile....watching movies...NFL football GO STEELERS!!....dancing in the rain....stairing at the stars.....ice skating....going to my youth group (yay for 212)...SNOW FIGHTS....singing......head banging...dancing in my room while I blast music...sarcasm...camping....swimming....going to watch musicals [on broadway or otherwise]....helping other people with problems....going to conserts....reading really good books....quad riding....and DDR/Guitar Hero!!!
Expertise: I guess I would call myself an expert at helping other people with their problems. I may not be wise when it comes to my own problems but I love to help others when I can, and I am pretty good at it to!! hehehe
Occupation: I work...
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AIM:  MandaLeighannex3
Member Since:
8/9/2005
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| God,
I pray that you help me to learn not to push everyone I love and deeply care about away. I know i've been doing it because I am afraid that if I let someone in they might just come and hurt me then run. So i've built this giant glass house around me so noone can hurt me and anytime i get close to someone I push them away....im finally realising this...I also thank you for those of my friends who realise what i'm doing enough to tell me & tell me they arent going anywhere and arent here to hurt me but to help me heal from all my past hurts....I love you and thank you so much daddy!!
--your loving daughter,
Me*
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my life:
well my lifes been a rollar coaster lately!! i swear it!! But i got to go to a Sanctus Real//Audio adrenaline//skillet concert on Saturday with Jessica and her youth group so that was a blasty blast!! I got a poster and other such things which is kewl and soooooo many people got saved that night, thank you jesus!!
Im going to go see the new Pirates of the Carribean movie later tonight with Katie & Michelle and I am soooooooo excited cause i love me some Johnney Depp!!! <33 plus i've been missing my girls I mean i havent seen my school crew [Katie & michelle haha] since well, school!! hahahah!!
I find myself missing PJ and yet loving PR...i guess things just have to be this way and i'm ok with whatever God has in store for me and my youth group!! | | |
| Well I'm back from vacation ya'll!! It was a blasty blast!! But I really reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally missed my friends and i could have died wednesday when i had to miss 212!! I haven't missed youth in like.....EVER!! But yeah i still had a ball!!
So if ya wanna check out the myspace its:
www.myspace.com/broken_pieces212
....yessum so there you go!! God has been working soo much in my life lately. And thanks to some friends of mine i've kept on track with my goal to be more like my jesus. The other day I was facing a situation that made me awefully mad about a group of girls who used to make fun of me for who i am and then recently desided to be like me and my friends, which is sooo out of character and it made me angry....
but then my friend JR told me it was similar to when jesus was on the cross and the soldiers sneered and made fun of him...but if one of them came back to him and wanted to be like him God didnt hold any grudges!! He accepted it....which is hard to do i might add!!
soooo yes....I thank the lord for every breath I take and I know although I am walking through this valley and I just feel like i have nothing left to give....God is with me and he doesnt want anything more then what I have.
i've found a song, that i think i am living...here it is:
She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong
But she still sleeps with the light on
And she acts like it's all right on, as she smiles again
And her mother lies there sick with cancer
And her friends don't understand her
She's a question without answers
Who feels like falling apart.
She knows, she's so much more than worthless
She needs to find a purpose,
She wonders what she did to deserve this
She's calling out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you
And I'm losing all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I'm asking you to show me what this life is all about
I find myself living that very song....pretending im soo strong and that everythings ok...but you know what i'm so sick of living this masquerade!! Casting crowns song stain glass masquerade is the perfect song to fit to alot of teenagers i kno in my church and in my school and even in 212.
...ok no more venting for now....and no more pretending either...im gonna be real & what u c is what u get!! | | |
| Woooow!! I haven't up-dated this site in ages!! I appologise to those who didnt become MySpace freaks and have remained true to xanga. I had converted to myspace but I am no longer going to use it, back to my roots!! haha!!
Anishways....so life has been good. I have no room to complain lol. We have a new youth pastor, P-Ron is his name-o. I think he was a very good choice, i like him!! lol But I still miss PJ!!
Im leaving for Florida friday and I am soooo excited!! We'll be gone for like 8 days!! i mean come on:
Mickey Mouse, Daytona Beach, swimming, dancing, whats not to love??!!
haha <3 | | |
| hey you!! Soooo, ya basically life has been a series of ups [meaning i love my friends & summer] and downs [meaning PJ leaving & my parents divorse]!! Ya, but it's all gooood...i'm going to KennyWood and/or Sandcastle tommorow, so i'm mucho excited!!!!
I miss Pastor Jason already!!!! =(
well, im basically done thats all i have to say today!! *Mwauh* << to all my girlz!! hahaha
--Manda* [to some known as AG Geek< | | |
| hehehe...hello all!! I've finally got my xanga to work again!! Woot woot!! lol...but ya so life has been interesting since we last spoke...I have a new boyfriend at which I like ever so very much [hehehe] his name is Jeremy...and sadly enough Pastor Jason is leaving us for a higher ranking, but he deserves it.....and I miss him already!! well, Tiff is here and I need to be calling Christin soon enough cause I miss her like a mother...so I better head off.....Byezzzzzzz
Manda*
<3 Jeremy :-*
I love Taylor Hicks!!!!!! SOUL PATROL!!!!
Do i make you proud? is the best song ever!!!!!!!!!! | | |
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